My ethnicity is | Black |
Height | 6'2" (188 cm) |
Status | Single |
Seeking | Long-term |
Body type | Athletic build |
Have children | No children |
Smoking | Hate smoking |
Drinking | Never drink |
Nickname | SUPERMODEL7, Woman, 37 |
Location | Jamaica, New York, USA |
Looking for a | Man, aged 20 - 44, White |
My ethnicity is | Black |
Height | 6'2" (188 cm) |
Status | Single |
Seeking | Long-term |
Body type | Athletic build |
Have children | No children |
Smoking | Hate smoking |
Drinking | Never drink |
How would you describe yourself?
So I'm Carmella!
So as boy at a very very young age of 3-4 yrs old, I was always so pretty, my body movements was so feminine, my hands gestures was so feminine.
I just always seemed like I was so much of a girl than a boy. In high school I wasn't never ever attracted 2 girls, I just wanted 2 hang out with them. I had crushes on all of the same guys they did, well almost, cuz I'm very picky ha lol.
& finally it was crystal clear 2 me that I was really truly a girl trapped, & caged, & living in a boy body, u know!?
So with that said, I love a tall, 5'9 to 6'9, athletic, super hot & super sexy white boy, who's super strong, & at the same, who's super sweet, who's looking 4 a 1 on 1, exclusive, monogamous, very serious ltr, & who just gets it in life, cuz I'm not, & never, ever, everrrrrrr will b a 1 time fun kind of girl, no no no, no no!
So I dnt drink, I dnt do drugs, & I dnt smoke, I just live a very clean clean, healthy healthy lifestyle, u know! So if you're lucky, & u behave urself & b a very good boy with me, then I'll bring u everything u see here, & everything u don't.
& I love doggies & pussycats, & every other good nurtured animals!
B4 U THROW STONES AT OTHER PPLS GLASS HOUSES, TAKE A LOOK & THROW UR STONES AT UR OWN GLASS HOUSES!
U GET WHAT U GIVE! DNT U WISH U HAD A TIME MACHINE, SO U COULD CHANGE HISTORY, CUZ THAT'S THE ONLY WAY THAT I COULD EVER 4GIVE U!
JUST ALWAYS CHERRY PICK & CHOSE UR BATTLES, CUZ SOME BATTLES MAY B UR LAST, CUZ THAT'S JUST KARMA & THAT'S JUST LIFE!
& HOT WHITE BOYS ONLY, 5''9-6''9! & NYC ONLY!
I ONLY WANT LTR! I'M A TRANSGIRL.
LOOKS IS #1! ASK ME 4 SEX, U GET BLOCK!
Fyi, the secrecy & discretion that cisgender, heterosexual guys ask 4, seems 2 stem from internalized stigma of transphobia & homophobia.
It’s the misconception, & homophobic & transphobic stigma, that openly & publicly liking a trans girl is somehow “gay,” which in turn is somehow wrong or shameful. Dead false & dead false!
Transgirls like me r girls, women, but social stigma conditioning prevents so many guys from seeing that.
Transgirls like me, who r 2 often the objects of secret desires & fantasies, r paying the price & consequences of the straight up hypocrisies of a 2faced society.
When straight cis guys find themselves attracted 2 transgirls like me, that desire cuts across the stereotypical archetype of what a guy is ‘supposed’ 2 b.
4 many straight guys, they view their trans attraction as a fetish & a fantasy, dip their toe in, get their fill, then leave b4 it becomes serious, or they actually have 2 face up 2 their actions & consequences.
U straight guys have the luxury & privilege 2 come and go as u please under the veil of discretion. This luxury & privilege is not extended 2 transgirls like me, who have 2 deal with the beyond brutal & horrific homophobic & transphobic public scrutiny 24/7.
A relationship is a coming 2gether of equals. & I cnt c how it can possibly b an equal relationship if 1 person keeps a significant part of themselves hidden, or is unable 2 come 2 terms with it & insists on keeping things on the down low or discreet.
It is so beyond unfair & wrong 2 expect transgirls like me 2 put up with u guys own unresolved issues. Likef?
It feel so beyond demoralizing 4 transgirls like me 2 always feel like our potential partner could flee at the drop of the hat. As u straight cis guys, u have the luxury, privilege, & opportunity 2 come & go from the trans community as u see fit.
Transgirls like me dnt have that luxury, privilege, & opportunity.
& guys ghosting or flaking, is a very beyond brutal & horrific constant mental toll. We all have feelings, & we all have a right 2 love & b loved, but I feel that the current imbalances result in transgirls like me, invariably bearing the brunt of the negative impacts & consequences!
I am looking for
U guys of all people should have a little more compassion. Cuz anytime anything good happens 2 u guys, whether it's a good woman or an opportunity 2 do something good, u guys always just turn it around & make it about u. So why don't u guys try 2 get over that petty male ego of yours, & do something good bcuz it's good 4 someone else!!! So with that said, I'm looking 4 a hot good looking, sexy white boy with a beautiful heart, & also, who's super strong, & super sweet, both at the same, who's looking 4 ltr, long term relationship just like me.& a guy who just gets it, & just get it me, & deal with me 4 the woman I am, not 4 the woman u want me 2 b, case in point, case close, ok ok. So boys, if u think that's all u, & that we're looking 4 the exact thing, & then some, then just message me!